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Keep cool in the concrete jungle:
zazen in the 21st century

3:50pm. I just got done with a three-hour lab, which took the full time because there wasn't enough equipment for all students. Last night I had to finish a fifteen-page take-home lab report and only slept four hours. Since the business calculus exam this morning had far more weight than the lab report, I decided to study calculus over the weekend and half-ass the lab report. I'd probably get a D on it, which took four hours and only counted for 2.5% of the total grade. An A or B effort would have taken about eight hours. It's not worth it. I wanted to rest, but I had to start studying for the comparative vertebrate anatomy exam on Thursday. Better get Chick-fil-A at the UC before I go home, I thought. A combo costs over eight dollars to a normal Chick-fil-A's six. We pay thirty-three percent more at the UC than a privately franchised CFA, and for an inferior product. I ate the sandwich walking back to my apartment. On the way there, I saw a patch of wild strawberries. Students still hurried in every direction on campus. A few parking spots were finally open in the general lots that fill up at 7:45am. I plucked a wild strawberry. Its shiny red seeds gleamed. Saccharides, terpenes, and pigments are the biochemical hieroglyphs that the plant uses to say, "eat me." I bit into it. The fruit is crunchy because the seeds form the bulk mass, unlike the domestic strawberry that has a bulky and very sweet flesh. This is far milder. It's Nature's idea of candy, before we multiplied its synthesis pathways for sugars and terpenes.


It was crisp, fresh, and sweet. I crunched the seeds. Tears welled up in my eyes. The simple satisfaction made me sharply aware of a deep unhappiness. A terrible pain overwhelmed the moment of sugary sweetness: a pain that came from the pit of the belly and rose to the base of the throat. Then the business calculus exam; the mind-numbing, inefficient lab session; and the comparative vertebrate anatomy exam shouted and hollered inside my brain case:


SITTING STILL IS NOT PERMITTED.
RETURN TO THE SIDEWALK AND PROCEED HOME. YOU HAVE SIXTY-FIVE PAGES OF MAMMAL SKELETONS TO STUDY.


I picked two more wild strawberries, restraining my sadness. They did not mind being taken. The others did not mind to remain.

Acute stress induces significant modifications to the endocrine and nervous systems. Adrenal glands above the kidneys release a series of corticosteroids (stress hormones) and catcheloamines (stimulating neurotransmitters such as adrenaline) when the body encounters a signficant stressor. These chemical signals give us a speedy boost at the transient expense of immune function. If the acute stressors become chronic, structural changes will develop in the brain: for example, the hippocampus and medial prefrontal cortex have up to a twenty-percent reduction in synaptic connectivity.[1][2] Unfortunately for stressed students, the hippocampus is essential for memory formation. That is the skill most essential for success in the classroom.


As sleep is the antipode to waking, so does the parasympathetic system complement the sympathetic system. When a mammal is at rest, nerve clusters in the cranium, the base of the skull, and the sacrum release acetylcholine (abbreviated ACh). Acetylcholine is the vital neurotransmitter in nerve-muscle junctions. It is the causal force allowing sodium ions to diffuse into the muscle fiber, electrically charging the membrane (from -95mV to -50mV[3]) and causing the release of calcium ions from within the muscle cells. The calcium ions provide the electrical force for muscle contraction. The presence of ACh in the brain and central nervous system is correlated with neural patterns called alpha oscillations. Large portions of the neocortex synchronize neural action at 7.5-12.5Hz, or repetitions per second. The synchonization begins in the thalamus, the central governor of sensory uptake. Alpha oscillations are correlated with alert, relaxed attention.


Yesterday, I sat down to a zazen exercise. This is the practice of "just sitting" from the Zen school of Buddhism. It is a cognate with the Sanskrit word dhyana meaning a high-concentration state. As opposed to other practices like anapana or pranayama which direct attention to the breath, zazen gives no directive to the attention's placement. The body's native response when bodily activity is ceased is to engage the parasympathetic relaxation response. For anyone who does not use a meditative practice, this is a natural place to begin: seated, with no cell phone. After fifteen minutes, my mind and body began to relax. My mind was not empty, but thoughts rolled in at a lumbering pace. A phrase of inner dialogue, for example, did not immediately lead to a succeeding thought. Instead, each phrase echoed over several seconds before being replaced by the next, with sensory data between each recurrence. My muscles yielded noticeably to gravity at this point. Tensions in the shoulders and hips relaxed their grip. After another fifteen minutes, I had the robust sense of well-being that I chase during each sit, and had it firmly enough in my grasp to continue the day at the top of my game.


Disintegration of the Persistence of Memory. Salvador Dali, 1954.

Relaxation is not a given for humans. We are susceptible to lifestyles that deny the parasympathetic nervous system its time to restore health. Without it, we can be vulnerable to physical and mental dis-ease. In some respect, all meditative exercises are designed to mount the parasympathetic response. Unlike other animals, we also have the capacity to hold our troubles in working memory even when they are physically distant. When we keep our stressors in mind, the body's response is as if they are in view. The sympathetic system is aroused all the same. Therefore is it vitally important to dedicate some few waking minutes to sitting quietly, so that your nervous system can release acetylcholine and keep you sane in this busy world. Your mind and body will thank you.




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